Hello mom. I don't even know where to begin. So obviously, i pathetically cried from your letter. First of, I'd like to say my biggest apology especially when i had compared you multiple times with Mbak Sum. Going straight to the point, you are the best mom. You and Dad are the best. I could wish for better, but no amount of divine powers will be able to grant it because you both are perfect. Every time we talk, i am always grateful. I have 2 parents who loves me endlessly and never have judged me for who i want to be. Many others do not have that kind of privileged. I am more than lucky, I am blessed. Sometimes I'm afraid that you and Dad will judge and disregard my thinking and opinion, but you never do. And you've reassured me thousands of times. I never wanted to be a burden to you. I'm trying, i really am. Occasionally, i feel like I'm failing you and Dad. Whether it's cuz of my lack if motivation, grades, skills, morality, even appearance. Genuinely, I'm trying the best I can for them all. Because you both are the best parents, you've been supporting me and are always there for me. Failing the both of you, is my biggest nightmare.
Mom, you've always been with me through all kinds of hardships. You are my best friend. The only best. Everyday after school, I'm always waiting for you. It dreads me every time you can't pick me up because that'll mean that I'll have no one to tell my day to. You've always listen to me, care for me, and protect me. And it hurts me every time you say that you're not a good enough mother for me. So, I'd to write this in concrete word. You are the best Mom. I love you 💖
Dad, you are always a resilient man. You've climbed the mountain and swam the horizon to provide the best for me. I've always happy that you're here for me, ready to catch me if i fall. Sometimes i feel that I'm not good enough for you. And i wanna say that I'll be better. I'm trying and I'll reach up for you. Passing your expectation and ideals, sometimes i want to cry just from how nice you are. I'm more than grateful yo have you as my Dad. Just like Mom, i couldn't have better. I will keep trying my best because i know you're doing the best for me. You are the best Dad. I love you 💗
-Nara-
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